07 September 2013

Out of no where.....

I m suffering loneliness terribly. I feel like I have no social life. I dun have much friends either. 
Everytime was being told about money and money and money again. What is going on? I m depressed each time I was nagged about it. Family life became upleasant either.

I'm back again....

Hi there,
Haven't meet up with you guys for a very very long time. 
Let me introduce with my new updates first.
1) I got a job.
2) Continuing my undergraduate program.

Lets talk about job, I m working as just an project admin with entry level pay sustaining my study loan and for top-up modules fee.
Note! I haven't graduated yet.



Edu....
Studies are getting harder. Really harder. However, since my dream is to be a successful programmer, I will endure the pain and overcome all those hurdles till I get what I want.



03 March 2013

Catching up with my blog

Well....
It has been quite a long time that i dun write on my blog...
Busy with my own stuffs(work, school, house chaos etc) lately.
What's new to me,...I've got one more family. This belongs to me and my working colleagues. 
Everyone there are good. and caring. That's why I call a family.
On top of that My direct boss is my favorite since the day we met at the job interview.
Since that day i whispered myself I will be looking forward to work with you. Then, how lucky i was I am able to work there.
 I do admire him. He's like a father to me, giving me warmness like a father, brother and boss.
At the end of this project, we(me and some of my new family member) are going out to have fun at Universal Studio Singapore. Honestly, I have never been there because of the time constraint, not having great company and lastly the money. Without having much fun at there why should i bother spending my time and money, ain't it? 
But,...we are going there soon. My great accompanies will be going with me, how nice....
So, we should get started planning for the outing. ^_^
Ummmm....but meantime, we are rushing for a project. Hardly get time for own self. Even we have got a small amount of time beside working, I intend to rest at home. I need to restore my energy to give my best at work the next day.


19 December 2011

X'mas present for me 2011

I got an Ipad2 in this december. :) It is really cool.
However crucial thing is missing in that device.i.e, it doesn't support Any Flash files.
In this era, Apple's Ipad2's rival is Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1 which is operating on Andriod Platform while Apple is operating on its self own IOS.
Other than that I love Apple Tablet way better than Samsung and others. Because of its perfect user friendly interface and design, wide variety of apps, being the most popular brand in the market, and lastly but not the least its beautiful design.
Besides, I think what Apple's given to us is more than enough for a tablet's performance. It is actually not a computer and we are not supposed to expect more what a tablet should be. Right? And most of us, will be only use the tablet to kill time as a entertaining machine, while we are travelling. Unless you enjoy using a computer which can perform so much more.

29 November 2011

one day before 2012

Nothing seems right!!!
It has been a huge issue in my life. So far, the situation has never improved and leading to the dark side. I am so nostalgia about it. I have been living my life like I am alone since I know what life means. I might seem so stiff and ill on the surface; however it is just a disguise of me as cold-blooded person. And I used to purposely did make up just to cover me dying inside. Lately one person saw my inner side and he did realize I m not happy just abit. I pretend: I have been stressed for work related stuffs. It was a lie.
The environment I grown up is so solitude. My daily routine is miserably just simple and lonely.  I really long for the love and care from my surroundings especially my family, my relatives. Nowhere to get what I wish for. All I get is discrimination.
Very very messy in my head and heart is aching now.
I am plugging in the earphones and play the music to its loudest because I don’t want to hear anything. To those people around me: Do as you wish and I don’t even bother.
OMG I m starving, should go have dinner then.

28 November 2011

Elmo Elmo Emo

 


Even the day is gone, even the night is long....Life goes on..................

Lately been a bit down...
No matter what life goes on....
People always say "every dark cloud has a silver lining" and the nature of life is usually a tangent shape: certainly will have both ups and downs.