Nothing seems right!!!
It has been a huge issue in my life. So far, the situation has never improved and leading to the dark side. I am so nostalgia about it. I have been living my life like I am alone since I know what life means. I might seem so stiff and ill on the surface; however it is just a disguise of me as cold-blooded person. And I used to purposely did make up just to cover me dying inside. Lately one person saw my inner side and he did realize I m not happy just abit. I pretend: I have been stressed for work related stuffs. It was a lie.
The environment I grown up is so solitude. My daily routine is miserably just simple and lonely. I really long for the love and care from my surroundings especially my family, my relatives. Nowhere to get what I wish for. All I get is discrimination.
Very very messy in my head and heart is aching now.
I am plugging in the earphones and play the music to its loudest because I don’t want to hear anything. To those people around me: Do as you wish and I don’t even bother.
OMG I m starving, should go have dinner then.
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