12 August 2010
08 August 2010
It ain't love,but lust.
Since he was so smart and perfect in my eyes, I wanted him to keep beside me. That was happened 3 years ago and no one knew that we both could fell apart so quickly and horribly.
However these are in history and just a memory to educate what life really means, and now we had known how to cherish everything that comes into life better.
However these are in history and just a memory to educate what life really means, and now we had known how to cherish everything that comes into life better.
22 July 2010
finally finally finally...
I have completed sitting IELTS exam. Results are outing soon,end of this month. Actually, today was my speaking test. The time was supposed to be 11.10am but I got there about 25 mins before the actual time. The registration lady(local) asked me to go inside if I am ready for the test. Okaaaay it's alright. Nothing will do better if I delay some few minutes, instead, so decided to go inside. While i was reporting for my come, an examiner came out and check people are waiting on line. I was quite surprised that I saw the examiner as soon as I realized i got to do the speaking test with the same examiner before me. Up till now I was nervous. The examiner check my identity and we started the test. The questions as far as I remember are: tell me about your home town. what do u love doing there? why do u like it. And about weather. what kind of weather do u like? why?[it gives u gloomy feeling] what is the weather like in your hometown. About shopping, do u like shopping? What do u usually buy when u go shopping? [i like heels so i usually go to shoes center whenever I go shopping].After that we moved on to part2. he gave me topic card and waited about 1.5 mins to get me start continuous talking. It is about helping other people. the card inculdes describing about who is the person u help? what did u do? and why do u help that person.[ my grandpa, (that came across my mind so straight) i used to spend most of my time, i mean my free time, accompanying him (this point I think i did make mistake about gender pronoun) because he seems so lonely and another reason is that I am the second eldest grand-daughter whereas my eldest bro is busy with his study and work. I enjoy the time and happy whenever he talks about his childhood activites and life. Do u think parents are the best teacher for their children.[I strongly agree this statement, parents are very important teacher for their children] in what ways? [for example, mother suggests the right things if they are doing wrongs. so that they will have kind heart and their futher will b bright] Do u think children each other help us in school.[it depends on indivudual, if the person has a kind heart, he will surely help the others. it is important because especially when we are out of control by our parents like is this kind of situation ,school]For part 3, it is apparently related to part2 and the examiner has mentioned it. Its about people helping other people. Why do u think some people choose this kind of job, helping others, such as nursing or teaching children.[because of their interest. they also do have kind heart.]
This is the end of the speaking test.
After the finish, I was chatting with Phillipe couple about written test and what i have asked in the speaking test just now. The right timing, the examiner passed by us heheh
I saw the man frm the couple was so studious, he still holing some notes of speaking samples that are written down. They both are going to New Zealand for job. They are doing General Test. Then I said goodbye and return. Oh..i forgot to say good luck to them as I am somehow rushing to leave.
Hmmm.... I dun know what are the result. However after the exam, I feel so enlighten and carefree. Even thought(shhh...I didn't do well in written tests, i missed 4 questions in listening and put the guessed answers, I feel quite confused and answer anyhow for the last 4 questions in reading. And I didn't show very neat and impressive comparison for describing the pie charts and didn't gave formal conclusion. For writing Task2, the question is not difficult as compared to what I have seen in sample papers. It is about nowadays some people from agricultural areas move to cities for getting good job. What do u think are the problems occur and what solutions will u give. My essay was under-length, although it was almost filled 2 pages. [I did write about weather and environment uncomfortableness, education bkg different makes problems in workplace and hard to get along with co-workers because of this.]
Self reviews on my performance on this exam,
First, I must make sure that the exam stress wont affect me.(I was crying last two days before the exam only because of this until I talked out with some of my friends)
Second, I should give more than an hour before the actual test time.(Unfortunately, that morning was raining quite alot but I was lucky enough to get a taxi to be in time for the test, I got the exam center 15mins before the start.)
Third, I should be more sincere every time I take exam.( I was so relaxed taking the test,especially when i am in the middle of the exam and not giving out my best, that's a big problem with me)
I have completed sitting IELTS exam. Results are outing soon,end of this month. Actually, today was my speaking test. The time was supposed to be 11.10am but I got there about 25 mins before the actual time. The registration lady(local) asked me to go inside if I am ready for the test. Okaaaay it's alright. Nothing will do better if I delay some few minutes, instead, so decided to go inside. While i was reporting for my come, an examiner came out and check people are waiting on line. I was quite surprised that I saw the examiner as soon as I realized i got to do the speaking test with the same examiner before me. Up till now I was nervous. The examiner check my identity and we started the test. The questions as far as I remember are: tell me about your home town. what do u love doing there? why do u like it. And about weather. what kind of weather do u like? why?[it gives u gloomy feeling] what is the weather like in your hometown. About shopping, do u like shopping? What do u usually buy when u go shopping? [i like heels so i usually go to shoes center whenever I go shopping].After that we moved on to part2. he gave me topic card and waited about 1.5 mins to get me start continuous talking. It is about helping other people. the card inculdes describing about who is the person u help? what did u do? and why do u help that person.[ my grandpa, (that came across my mind so straight) i used to spend most of my time, i mean my free time, accompanying him (this point I think i did make mistake about gender pronoun) because he seems so lonely and another reason is that I am the second eldest grand-daughter whereas my eldest bro is busy with his study and work. I enjoy the time and happy whenever he talks about his childhood activites and life. Do u think parents are the best teacher for their children.[I strongly agree this statement, parents are very important teacher for their children] in what ways? [for example, mother suggests the right things if they are doing wrongs. so that they will have kind heart and their futher will b bright] Do u think children each other help us in school.[it depends on indivudual, if the person has a kind heart, he will surely help the others. it is important because especially when we are out of control by our parents like is this kind of situation ,school]For part 3, it is apparently related to part2 and the examiner has mentioned it. Its about people helping other people. Why do u think some people choose this kind of job, helping others, such as nursing or teaching children.[because of their interest. they also do have kind heart.]
This is the end of the speaking test.
After the finish, I was chatting with Phillipe couple about written test and what i have asked in the speaking test just now. The right timing, the examiner passed by us heheh
I saw the man frm the couple was so studious, he still holing some notes of speaking samples that are written down. They both are going to New Zealand for job. They are doing General Test. Then I said goodbye and return. Oh..i forgot to say good luck to them as I am somehow rushing to leave.
Hmmm.... I dun know what are the result. However after the exam, I feel so enlighten and carefree. Even thought(shhh...I didn't do well in written tests, i missed 4 questions in listening and put the guessed answers, I feel quite confused and answer anyhow for the last 4 questions in reading. And I didn't show very neat and impressive comparison for describing the pie charts and didn't gave formal conclusion. For writing Task2, the question is not difficult as compared to what I have seen in sample papers. It is about nowadays some people from agricultural areas move to cities for getting good job. What do u think are the problems occur and what solutions will u give. My essay was under-length, although it was almost filled 2 pages. [I did write about weather and environment uncomfortableness, education bkg different makes problems in workplace and hard to get along with co-workers because of this.]
Self reviews on my performance on this exam,
First, I must make sure that the exam stress wont affect me.(I was crying last two days before the exam only because of this until I talked out with some of my friends)
Second, I should give more than an hour before the actual test time.(Unfortunately, that morning was raining quite alot but I was lucky enough to get a taxi to be in time for the test, I got the exam center 15mins before the start.)
Third, I should be more sincere every time I take exam.( I was so relaxed taking the test,especially when i am in the middle of the exam and not giving out my best, that's a big problem with me)
09 July 2010
William Feng aka Feng Shao Fang/Ping Shaofeng
Oh mo...
That guy has classic temperament feature.
I named him Prince of Nobel.
On top of that, MANLY and HANDSOME.
Though, it's funny that my ex is quite similar to him, to be honest, I am attracted to those kind of manly guys. LOL
But I am definitely sure that I ain't lingering to my ex though they two looks alike in someways. I don't live in past.
Have a nice day!
Oh here is William's Picture.
That guy has classic temperament feature.
I named him Prince of Nobel.
On top of that, MANLY and HANDSOME.
Though, it's funny that my ex is quite similar to him, to be honest, I am attracted to those kind of manly guys. LOL
But I am definitely sure that I ain't lingering to my ex though they two looks alike in someways. I don't live in past.
Have a nice day!
Oh here is William's Picture.
14 June 2010
30 May 2010
K-drama
Lately, I have been watching many dramas.
Watched:
When Its At night (k-drama)
Personal Taste (k-drama)
Prosecutor Princess ( k-drama)
Flowers for my Life (k-drama)
Becoming a billionaire/The Birth of the Rich (k-drama)
Hansel and Gretel (k-movie, dark fantasy)
Defeated Queen (taiwanese drama)
Queue To watch:
Dalja's Spring (k-drama)
My name is Sam Soon (k-drama)
My girlfriend is an Agent (k-drama)
Ghost Friends (japanese drama)
Sleeping Forest (k-movie, fantasy)
Watched:
When Its At night (k-drama)
Personal Taste (k-drama)
Prosecutor Princess ( k-drama)
Flowers for my Life (k-drama)
Becoming a billionaire/The Birth of the Rich (k-drama)
Hansel and Gretel (k-movie, dark fantasy)
Defeated Queen (taiwanese drama)
Queue To watch:
Dalja's Spring (k-drama)
My name is Sam Soon (k-drama)
My girlfriend is an Agent (k-drama)
Ghost Friends (japanese drama)
Sleeping Forest (k-movie, fantasy)
29 May 2010
Shopping, spending flee day
That was my dinner for that day, Caesar salad with smoked salmon. Accompanied by ice-coffee( not usually drink because of its strong smell cause me headache) but here there is not much available cold beverage than sodas, blends(only watermelon, orange or green apple) and can- drinks, so I had to make it with iced coffee instead.
Quite cheap
All in $ 13.90(insclusive of GST and 10% service charge)
Oh yea..Forgot to mention that slice of garlic bread. It was complimentary FOC gift.heee but it tastes not really good. Soggy and cold -.-
P.S The Jack place’s seafood harvest in bugis shopping mall is closing down in the end of this May. Which is only seafood feast restaurant provided with a lot of seafood, lobsters, oysters(yummy) etc...Then the rest are only steak house.
After my stomach was full, wandering around bugis mall, those with the push carts area. And I bumped with a male accessories promoter whose age is about 19+ selling me sea-shell bracelet ($21.90). The bracelet is so charming assorted with my favorite white whole sea-shells. But here what I dun like is that he touched my hand like his gf. I feel like it is kinda weird and sleazy. And the way he talks too. Am I wrongly judged? Behaving gigolo or it really is the part of his responsibility to sell things? He really was a smooth-talker, I admit. Finally, I bought a pair of hand painted earrings for the sake of his offer, because he keeps offering me some discounts telling be faster before his boss returned back. :D Conversation was not finished here, I questioned him how to get clark quay from where I am, wishing I could walk there. I have known the best way is talking bus out of travelling with MRT or on foot. Or joking me he would piggyback me to there. LOL However, when I see the clock and its almost I am supposed to go home. So, said thank you and it ends here.
Instead I went to nearest Iluma building and window shopped again. Meanwhile I saw this: I find it was so cute and took picture .:D
Quite cheap
All in $ 13.90(insclusive of GST and 10% service charge)
Oh yea..Forgot to mention that slice of garlic bread. It was complimentary FOC gift.heee but it tastes not really good. Soggy and cold -.-
P.S The Jack place’s seafood harvest in bugis shopping mall is closing down in the end of this May. Which is only seafood feast restaurant provided with a lot of seafood, lobsters, oysters(yummy) etc...Then the rest are only steak house.
After my stomach was full, wandering around bugis mall, those with the push carts area. And I bumped with a male accessories promoter whose age is about 19+ selling me sea-shell bracelet ($21.90). The bracelet is so charming assorted with my favorite white whole sea-shells. But here what I dun like is that he touched my hand like his gf. I feel like it is kinda weird and sleazy. And the way he talks too. Am I wrongly judged? Behaving gigolo or it really is the part of his responsibility to sell things? He really was a smooth-talker, I admit. Finally, I bought a pair of hand painted earrings for the sake of his offer, because he keeps offering me some discounts telling be faster before his boss returned back. :D Conversation was not finished here, I questioned him how to get clark quay from where I am, wishing I could walk there. I have known the best way is talking bus out of travelling with MRT or on foot. Or joking me he would piggyback me to there. LOL However, when I see the clock and its almost I am supposed to go home. So, said thank you and it ends here.
Instead I went to nearest Iluma building and window shopped again. Meanwhile I saw this: I find it was so cute and took picture .:D
05 April 2010
Mushroom with tomato sauce Seafood Pasta
Dinner Tonight: Tomato Sauce with Mushrooms and Anchovy
Since I eat simple pastas with tomato sauce so often, I'm always on the lookout for new approaches to the subject—especially now. During the summer, the quality of tomatoes is so good I'm happy to just chop them up and let them marinate with some garlic and basil, tossed with hot pasta and pillowy clouds of mozzarella. But in this seemingly interminable winter, those days seem far off. Tomato sauces need a little something interesting to make the cut.
That's why I turned to this sauce in my standby cookbook, Cucina Rustica, which packs two known umami-bombs into one recipe: the pungent anchovy and the common white mushroom. Together they deepen and enrich the sauce without a lot of simmering time. Rather than the more common pairing of basil with tomato, rosemary steps in and gets along quite well.
About the author: Blake Royer founded The Paupered Chef with Nick Kindelsperger, where he writes about food and occasional travels. After a year in Estonia, he's now living in Chicago.
Tomato Sauce with Mushrooms and Anchovy
- serves 4 -
Ingredients
1 pound short pasta
1 pound white mushrooms, sliced
1/4 cup olive oil
1 small onion, peeled and finely diced
2 cloves garlic, peeled and chopped
1 15-ounce can whole peeled tomatoes, crushed by hand
1 sprig fresh rosemary, leaved removed and minced
2 fillets anchovy, minced
Salt and pepper to taste
Grated Parmesan for finishing
1 pound white mushrooms, sliced
1/4 cup olive oil
1 small onion, peeled and finely diced
2 cloves garlic, peeled and chopped
1 15-ounce can whole peeled tomatoes, crushed by hand
1 sprig fresh rosemary, leaved removed and minced
2 fillets anchovy, minced
Salt and pepper to taste
Grated Parmesan for finishing
Procedure
1. Heat the oil in a large skillet over low heat. Add the onion and garlic and cook gently for 10 minutes, until soft. Turn the heat to high and add the mushrooms, cooking until all the moisture has evaporated.
2. Add the anchovies and cook for a minute until they begin to soften and melt into the sauce, then add the tomatoes and rosemary. Season to taste and simmer for 10-15 minutes.
3. In the meantime, bring a pot of salty water to boil and cook the pasta until al dente. Drain, reserving some pasta water, then add to a serving bowl and top with the sauce. Toss well, adding a bit of pasta cooking water if necessary, then top with the cheese and serve.
20 February 2010
CheeseCake
philadelphia new york cheesecake
average rating
prep time
15 min
total time
5 hr 25 min
makes
16 servings
recipe by: kraft
what you need!
20 OREO Cookies, finely crushed (about 2-1/4 cups)
3 Tbsp. butter or margarine, melted
5 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened
1 cup sugar
3 Tbsp. flour
1 Tbsp. vanilla
1 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream
4 eggs
1 can (21 oz.) cherry pie filling
make it!
HEAT oven to 325°F.
kraft kitchens tips
SIZE-WISE
Sweets can add enjoyment to a balanced diet, but remember to keep an eye on portions.
HOW TO BAKE IN SPRINGFORM PAN
Prepare and bake cheesecake as directed, substituting a 9-inch springform pan for the 13x9-inch pan and increasing the baking time to 1 hour 10 min. or until center is almost set. Run knife or metal spatula around rim of pan to loosen cake; cool before removing rim. (Note: If using a dark nonstick springform pan, reduce oven temperature to 325ºF.)
SUBSTITUTE
Substitute 6 HONEY MAID Graham Crackers, crushed (about 1 cup) and 3 Tbsp. sugar for the OREO Cookies.
P.S"Today I am not keen to make a cheese cake as today we have tamarind soup with kang kong and fried cat fish. Wondering why it is so pleasant, we went buy alot of dish ingredients and groceries at the market. And vanilla extract is a need at the kitchen,too.
03 February 2010
What was happened?
FuckMyLife
People say I am so selfish. Yes, but then, do u know what makes me like this?
Do u even know how much did I suffered? How I was threatened?
I did have to take these things painfully in my three years of diploma studying. I was hurt so much.
Keep on loathing me for threating u all with cold-heartly and even absent-mindedly.
Once I wish..I do really want to change my feelings to threat u all well with my heart.
Seems I have not given the chance? I did want to live happily regardless of my nightmares that I had.
My Dad, who is mostly away with me on business. Occasionally we talk through air. But it appears to be, he doesn't have any clue what I am in need actually. Whatsoever, he always says the encourage word:
My mom, that I respect most in this world.
Thanks for all the sacrifices what you have done only for the sake of me.
But I don't wish to survive anymore. I am collapsing into so many pieces. I wish I can sleep without waking up regardlessly all of the responsibility.
People say I am so selfish. Yes, but then, do u know what makes me like this?
Do u even know how much did I suffered? How I was threatened?
I did have to take these things painfully in my three years of diploma studying. I was hurt so much.
Keep on loathing me for threating u all with cold-heartly and even absent-mindedly.
Once I wish..I do really want to change my feelings to threat u all well with my heart.
Seems I have not given the chance? I did want to live happily regardless of my nightmares that I had.
My Dad, who is mostly away with me on business. Occasionally we talk through air. But it appears to be, he doesn't have any clue what I am in need actually. Whatsoever, he always says the encourage word:
"ever lift your state of mind up, never let it down for no matter what".Thanks. I love you so much that I could never found anything to compare with.
My mom, that I respect most in this world.
Thanks for all the sacrifices what you have done only for the sake of me.
But I don't wish to survive anymore. I am collapsing into so many pieces. I wish I can sleep without waking up regardlessly all of the responsibility.
27 January 2010
02 January 2010
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