People say I am so selfish. Yes, but then, do u know what makes me like this?
Do u even know how much did I suffered? How I was threatened?
I did have to take these things painfully in my three years of diploma studying. I was hurt so much.
Keep on loathing me for threating u all with cold-heartly and even absent-mindedly.
Once I wish..I do really want to change my feelings to threat u all well with my heart.
Seems I have not given the chance? I did want to live happily regardless of my nightmares that I had.
My Dad, who is mostly away with me on business. Occasionally we talk through air. But it appears to be, he doesn't have any clue what I am in need actually. Whatsoever, he always says the encourage word:
"ever lift your state of mind up, never let it down for no matter what".Thanks. I love you so much that I could never found anything to compare with.
My mom, that I respect most in this world.
Thanks for all the sacrifices what you have done only for the sake of me.
But I don't wish to survive anymore. I am collapsing into so many pieces. I wish I can sleep without waking up regardlessly all of the responsibility.
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