29 November 2011

one day before 2012

Nothing seems right!!!
It has been a huge issue in my life. So far, the situation has never improved and leading to the dark side. I am so nostalgia about it. I have been living my life like I am alone since I know what life means. I might seem so stiff and ill on the surface; however it is just a disguise of me as cold-blooded person. And I used to purposely did make up just to cover me dying inside. Lately one person saw my inner side and he did realize I m not happy just abit. I pretend: I have been stressed for work related stuffs. It was a lie.
The environment I grown up is so solitude. My daily routine is miserably just simple and lonely.  I really long for the love and care from my surroundings especially my family, my relatives. Nowhere to get what I wish for. All I get is discrimination.
Very very messy in my head and heart is aching now.
I am plugging in the earphones and play the music to its loudest because I don’t want to hear anything. To those people around me: Do as you wish and I don’t even bother.
OMG I m starving, should go have dinner then.

28 November 2011

Elmo Elmo Emo

 


Even the day is gone, even the night is long....Life goes on..................

Lately been a bit down...
No matter what life goes on....
People always say "every dark cloud has a silver lining" and the nature of life is usually a tangent shape: certainly will have both ups and downs.

16 November 2011

Me to (You)!!!

......
I guess I am starting to recognize you .....
I guess I am starting to recognize you .....
I guess I am starting to recognize you .....
I guess I am starting to recognize you .....


FIND THE TIME...
TAKE THE TIME...
MAKE THE TIME...
TO SMILE...TO SPEAK OUT A KIND WORD...TO RECOGNIZE ANOTHER PERSON!









12 November 2011

Same old brand new.

Yeeeeheeeee Back to normal ..The hair color suits me best,


Latest Refined Picture, ain't it? xP


Pink Lipstick_my fav!!!

kim kardashian 

10 November 2011

Disputes...where is demand?

P.S: Please be minded that following post will have vulgar words since my anger is released.

I do object with the recent rescheduling of school timetable.
There will be many badly affected students because of these, in so many ways, for example they will have issue of travelling from home to school, and being mingle with working-adult learners,etc ( attitude probs will surely have). There are FT students who have night time job, as well.

With this newly introduced timetable,

We might seem to be staying at school between the huge time interval of lecture and tutorial classes.
During these time, some students, like me, have no where to go and not enough time to go back home, except being stuck at the small and lousy library. 
Again,, if I know earlier that I'm going to take those late evening classes, I won't be frigging care about choosing to that school. I would rather go to other unis which are offering late evening classes.

I felt cheated.
Once again, the school fee will surge to 10% with no valid ground.
Shits happen, that's life. People say and I realize it now. HaHa
I would like to ask school to think for us.
Either keep the school fee remain the same or school schedule unchanged.
People will think why am I frigging concerning about school fee to remain unchanged,  reasons:
  • Here I am not attending Part-time class, I have paid the full time fee ( i was willing to pay FT fee) because I prefer to study in day-time. 
  • I absolutely disagree that da*n time interval between tutorials and lectures.
I frigging don't care evening class lecturer are better than ours, or taking consideration for part-time students to have more contact with studies. In fact, lecturer are the same, there are many graduates out there with flying colors, those are being taught by the same lecturer. They might be having problem to hire lecturer for day-time class.  And since the school combined those two, PT students have to pay much more to balance the average tuition fee of  full time and part time. These, totally,  are not my problem, we never volunteer to ask school to adopt this ridiculous system.
So what?... am I supposed to be ended "Okie, frigging acceptted. There is nothing I can do abt it.", like some of my fellow school mates?

09 November 2011

Taiwan snack-my DIY style

I love fried shitake(mushroom). An alternate way to avoid eating french fries. (For me)
Heard that too much eating of fried potatoes will harm ur liver health. And the cholesterol in them make u fat and ugly. Some more, fried things are not really good for ur skin.
So, try to eat more healthy food , but we gotta satisfy our craving sometimes.
Thus this time I eat(have just eaten) those fried shitake.

And with my fav carbohydrate drink PEPSI....

I also wanna share how to make that. It's just a child play.


  1. Cover those we shitake with potato starch( here I use PAGODA brand potato starch).
  2. Add a pinch of salt.
  3. Deep fry with medium heat.(here gotta use large amount of oil, making sure those mushroom are deep fry)
  4. Then, Enjoy~

07 November 2011

Celebrating my friend's special occasions

On 25th Sep 2011
HBD Yinmon

I'm nut!



This is Siwon Oppa from Super Junior Korea Singer Boyz Band.

He looks alike with someone I know. Especially in this photo. I just found out so recently that there is a somebody, who does resemble a lot.
And then, I was like Oh reali! I am glad to know him. xD

Latest me with new Bright Copper-ish Hair



My Recent Passport sized photo...just for a few job applications.
(I dislike my hair colour, that is too bright and yellowish!!! not suited with my appearance, I guess..
Meantime, I miss my Light chocolate hair
Meantime, I often get an idea of having bangs/fringe
Meantime, sometimes I wanna create study-nerdy look with black and thick square spectacles)
Weird, these days I don't wear any fake eye lashes,apart from the special occasions, like meeting with financial adviser, photo shooting, etc. Not even to school. All in all, I feel so real without these fake lashes, gleaming with natural colored make-up and ,last not the least, no high heels.